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Well I am sitting at home right now with nothing to do, and I have so much shit going through my mind, so I figured I would try to write some of it down, but I don’t know how successful I will be in conveying it all. One of my best friends likes me. And I don’t know how to react to that. Right now I am kind of confused. How is it that I can’t even tell who I like? It’s my own self, and I don’t even understand….me. Anyway. I just realized that this has been one of the shittiest days in a long time. I went to look at this car out in Towson, and got to drive it around and I liked it, and then wasn’t allowed to have it. I had the money and everything. It’s so beat. So I just started sobbing on some street in Towson. I got home and my mom told me that she was coming to get me and I was going out for awhile with the, and I got in the car and she asked me what was wrong, and I kind of flipped and started yelling and crying again. I just wanted that damn car so bad. So anyway, then I had to go to work…how convenient. I got there to find out after I clocked in that I wasn’t supposed to clock in for another hour. So I chilled with Deb for awhile and then clocked in yet again and worked for however many hours. I was so tired by the end of the night that I didn’t even go to Sara’s. I came home and called Stef and told him I was making him go see this one movie tomorrow. So we’re going to see “Cellular” in the morning. Then I got online and talked to J Love. I called Vic and he was busy, so I will talk to him later. I could have gone out tonight, but who cares. I need money, so I guess I have to risk some social life for awhile. I still got to go out this weekend, so whatever. I am listening to Green Day right now and I swear this song rules. It’s just so great. I might do some photoshop for awhile, I’m feeling creative…? So yeah my loser ass is home tonight. Sorry if this is long as anything, but I had to get all this out. Leave a comment, and I’ll give you a cookie. Or a nickel. Either one works, me being short on cash and all.
By the way, Green Day, American Idiot, awesome album.
“Boulevard of Broken Dreams”
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
Today I walk alone
I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the borderline of the edge in where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What’s fucked up
And everything’s alright
Check my vital signs, and know I’m still alive and
I walk alone
I mean, are these lyrics amazing or what.
raised on Green Day and they are still
amazing.
Cheers <3
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