i wait for the train
this was a good weekend.
a really good weekend.
boring.
basically it was all rain
and love
and friends
and bridget
and lance
and lord of the rings
and comfort.
step 1: open your MP3 player
step 2: put all of your music on random
step 3: write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing:
[01] the pyschedelic furs- pretty in pink
[02] led zepplin- the lemon song
[03] the ramones- hey ho, lets go!
[04] elliot smith- the biggest lie
[05] nirvana- marigold (accoustic)
[06] christopher o' reily- kinives out
[07] blink 182- man overboard
[08] cky- escape from hellveiw
[09[ the polyphonic spree- night and day
[10] bjork- its not up to you
i would just like to vent about this for a moment.
this is what timm does sometimes.
and it drives me crazy.
he was talking to me for the longest time about how katie was going to do something with him on valentines day and then never called and when he talked to her said that she was going to do soemthing w/ brian, etc etc etc. and he was hurt. but, although i didnt say it, he really needs to accept the fact that when you have a crush on someone you would rather do something with them than with [even] a best friend.
bringing me to my next point...
i went and got coffee with timm yesterday, and it was really non-exciting and i felt bad about it, but he did say that if he wasnt doing anything w/ his emilee that night that he would call me and we'd do something. actually, he said he would call me no matter what to let me know what was happening.
great.
hes leaving.
i want to see him.
etc.
and then... when im over at bridget's later that night we call him just to see if he wants to come over and,
lo and behold
he is with katie.
now... just to take a second...
i would like to reitterate that i am fine with the fact that i am 2nd in timms life. or 3rd. or 5th. or 10th... probably 16th. but i accepted that a long time ago and i understand that he would rather do something with katie than me.
if i was him i would rather be doing something with katie as well.
i understand that.
but the fact that he doesnt even realize that what happened is exactly the same situation...
loosely saying that you are going to do something with a friend.
getting an invite from a crush
not calling the friend because a.) you forgot or b.) you dont want them to feel like you would rather be doing something with someone else than with them or soemthing along those lines.
getting caught on it and not even realzing.
anyways, for some reason i am bothered by that.
hypocrisy in others kills me.
probably because it is my weakness.
maybe they are circling for someone other than me
but no one can ever tell me so
a really good weekend.
boring.
basically it was all rain
and love
and friends
and bridget
and lance
and lord of the rings
and comfort.
step 1: open your MP3 player
step 2: put all of your music on random
step 3: write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing:
[01] the pyschedelic furs- pretty in pink
[02] led zepplin- the lemon song
[03] the ramones- hey ho, lets go!
[04] elliot smith- the biggest lie
[05] nirvana- marigold (accoustic)
[06] christopher o' reily- kinives out
[07] blink 182- man overboard
[08] cky- escape from hellveiw
[09[ the polyphonic spree- night and day
[10] bjork- its not up to you
i would just like to vent about this for a moment.
this is what timm does sometimes.
and it drives me crazy.
he was talking to me for the longest time about how katie was going to do something with him on valentines day and then never called and when he talked to her said that she was going to do soemthing w/ brian, etc etc etc. and he was hurt. but, although i didnt say it, he really needs to accept the fact that when you have a crush on someone you would rather do something with them than with [even] a best friend.
bringing me to my next point...
i went and got coffee with timm yesterday, and it was really non-exciting and i felt bad about it, but he did say that if he wasnt doing anything w/ his emilee that night that he would call me and we'd do something. actually, he said he would call me no matter what to let me know what was happening.
great.
hes leaving.
i want to see him.
etc.
and then... when im over at bridget's later that night we call him just to see if he wants to come over and,
lo and behold
he is with katie.
now... just to take a second...
i would like to reitterate that i am fine with the fact that i am 2nd in timms life. or 3rd. or 5th. or 10th... probably 16th. but i accepted that a long time ago and i understand that he would rather do something with katie than me.
if i was him i would rather be doing something with katie as well.
i understand that.
but the fact that he doesnt even realize that what happened is exactly the same situation...
loosely saying that you are going to do something with a friend.
getting an invite from a crush
not calling the friend because a.) you forgot or b.) you dont want them to feel like you would rather be doing something with someone else than with them or soemthing along those lines.
getting caught on it and not even realzing.
anyways, for some reason i am bothered by that.
hypocrisy in others kills me.
probably because it is my weakness.
maybe they are circling for someone other than me
but no one can ever tell me so