wednesday - we had a half day.. so christy got off my stop, did some stuff for my mother.. then we went to connor's house and got food.. watched laguna beach, the reading rainbow [lmao] and other random shows in his basement.. then mike came.. the 4 of us came back to my house.. con and mike smoked.. then we hung out here for a while.. it was crazy ( Read more... )

school was actually kinda good today ( Read more... )

yesterday after i wrote the day sucked so who cares ( Read more... )

FUCK .. anyways, my mom deff. knows that i smoke, great ( Read more... )

been a long time since i updated.. sorry ( Read more... )

yesterday _ wasnt that great.. school was alright, went fast and was good.. then after school i did a whole lot of nothing and then had a really bad night of crying (then puking) to frank on the phone 'till i fell asleep ( Read more... )

well well well, last night after i wrote it ended in my "comment war" with erica !! * which was just super and kickass.. who0o ( Read more... )

the rest of today: consisted of going to various stores with my mom, saw denise's grandma, and kim's mom too.. bought a bunch of stuff for halloween, and for my room.. many public arguments involving lots of screaming between me and my mom, came home and had a headache so i slept and got woken up by anthony calling me =) then erica and jayson ( Read more... )

yesterday after i wrote.. erica left and i cleaned my room and did other sorts of things.. talked to anthony for a while, then erica came back over.. and then jay came, and we went to acme to drop pictures off, then to mcdonalds - where i got yelled at by a guy that worked there and he kept giving me and erica dirty looks and he was creepy and shit ( Read more... )

after reading connor's journal, i realized i don't write about my feelings.. so here it goes..

right now i feel like utter shit, like somebody took a knife and stabbed me 87 times.. and when i say i feel like shit it's not in a sick way, except for the fact that some people do indeed make me feel sick to my stomach at just the thought of them or ( Read more... )