Well folks. It's been a while, but thats cause I've been busy ( Read more... )

Not much to say. Fell asleep crying last night for multiple reasons. Nuff said.

Time for something new. Something different. I'm tired of the same old routine. So...I've decided that by...oh...March or so of 2k5...I'm outta this joint ( Read more... )

Well. I FINALLY got this pos comp up and with the internet. It's nice. I can finally get on here and post and stuff again. but...whenever I seem to get the internet back...I play less video games and spend more meaningless time on the computer. Maybe thats why my relationships always fail? Do I spend too much time with the inanimate things ( Read more... )

I'm tense and I wonder ( Read more... )

Well. Yet another night spent with her...and still...I sad nothing. How sad am I. Ya know...I wish I had more...I don't know...more something. More of whatever the hell it is that makes you go up to a girl and say "*insert phrase here*". Cause...if I did...that'd be great. Then I could go and say the things I want to say. but...I can't...

Well. I quit smoking today. Haven't had a cigarette in about...oh...12 hours. Feels good. Unfortunately the other part of my plan that I wanted to accomplish I haven't. See...theres this girl. And...fortunately for me I find myself becoming very romantically attracted to her. Unfortunately however, I'm not quite sure she feels the same about ( Read more... )

Well folks. I've been thinking alot lately...and well...I realize I think too much. I think I'm just gonna start going after what I want. Even if it means that I'm gonna get shot down in the process. Nothing to stop me from getting back up right? Right...thats all I've got to say for now.

Thats right...I'm pissed. Not at just one thing. Oh no...that'd be too simple for the life I lead. Can't be just one problem. It's gotta be multiple problems. So...hell...here they go ( Read more... )

Crazily enough, I'm not even on my own computer. How weird is that. I mean...how can I not update my live journal when I'm not on my computer? Glad you asked. Well...I'm over at Kristal's house. For all those people who don't know...Kristal is my new friend. Crazy huh? I can make friends. Who would have guessed. Don't know exactly what to ( Read more... )