I am definately fickle. If you are reading this, you know that all too well. But this whole posting thing becomes and issue when you repetedly can't figure out what you are thinking. I know that this makes me a not so easy person to deal with sometimes, but over all I am pretty good at speaking my mind. I am not moody, or rude, just a little ( Read more... )

That nervous feeling that you get as you are listening that an o so familiar voice on the cell phone and you realize that your car is running out of gas . . . That is how I feel all of the time. I am not sure if any of you have this problem, but I have. It isn't the helplessness it is that nervousness that you pray and beg that luck will get you ( Read more... )

I wish you would make it clear whether or not you are talking to me. Never have such welcoming words seemed so unwelcoming. Wanting to believe, but being so unable that things will ever be the same again. It is like you are talking to me through a glass wall. There are hundreds of people all around me and because you have been on the other side for ( Read more... )

a few things of utmost importance ( Read more... )

For anyone that is intrested. My one act will be having a dress rehersal thursday at 4:30. It is in the Drama room, not the theatre. It is free. It is out first time to put it all together, but I would love for all to come. Comments are appreciated! thanks yall! p.s. it is really short!

My way of dealing with stress is definitely denial, If i say I don't believe in stress then how can I be stressed? I can't, so my plan works perfectly. No, but really, I am only as stressed out as I let myself be, and I guess you could say that I just don't have time for that. I am student directing a one act for thespian competition this weekend. ( Read more... )

I know that unlike my usual nature I have been somewhat melancholy the past few days. I am not sad per say, jut in a weird place. Sometimes you just can't get things inside you head to fit in right, or even make sense. I try to step back and look at all the pieces, but even then I can't seem to make sense of anything. Maybe it is that I am not ( Read more... )

WOW, so sometimes in my life I find myself sitting back in shock. That has happened a lot the past two days. Not only from an amazing guy in my life, but also from an unexpected friend. These past few weeks have been, to say the least, challenging. With my parents always on the rocks, work, school, college, theatre. . . you get the point, I guess I ( Read more... )

I figure that i have had this thing for about a month, so whether anyone reads it or not, it is time to start writing. It is so interesting to me that once a person starts writing things seem to flow out of them so much more clearly than usual. And even more so than that is the difference between spoken words and written words. It has always ( Read more... )