i've been in a bit of a rut lately, so this morning i put on my swim suit, pumped up my tires, and biked 9 miles to squaw valley. then i went on a hike up squaw creek. then i biked back. i was gone for 3 hours and listened to 2 full albums (a new favorite and an old favorite), and the rest of the time i spent in thoughtful silence. i wondered why i ( Read more... )

started therapy again, god knows i need it. last night i couldn't fall asleep until i ate a candy bar and i certainly don't want that to become a regular thing. my interim therapist up here in tahoe says he wants to focus on the relationships i've had over the past three years because that's the period of time during which i've undergone the most ( Read more... )

i turned 21 years old yesterday but i still don't feel anything like an adult

all tests came back negative, so i'm feeling pretty positive.

lately i've been eating ice cream and candy bars and trying not to feel guilty about it ( Read more... )

spiritual evolution --> technological advancement --> intergalactic oneness --> universal truth

i had so much fun with gordo this weekend. we saw david byrne perform at the greek theatre in berkeley and boy oh boy was it a real great show. he played all the hits! two drummers, three backup singers, a bassist, keyboardist, three dancers, and the man himself, everyone in all-white. balloon drop at the encore! simply grand ( Read more... )

it puzzles me how sometimes i look chubby and sometimes i look skinny (at least to myself ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted-- it's nap time 'til i have to serve lunch ( Read more... )

day one of camp went smoothly ( Read more... )