While your hatred toward Becky is completely completely understandable and its natural to be angrier with her than him... you have to remind yourself that no matter how sorry he says he feels you can't talk to him or have any sort of relationship or even friendship with him. Nothing, absolutely nothing, good has come from knowing him and as much as we would like to call the source of all of your pain Becky, its obviously him. He was finding different ways to completely ruin your life. He needs to be gone and I know its hard but you are SO MUCH BETTER THAN THAT. Like I can't put into words how much better you are than that in every single aspect of who you are. He's a dirtbag and he fucked a dirtbag and you're not a dirtbag so stay away from both of them.
Everyone thinks that I'm not mad at him. Like, people are getting mad at me because I'm freaking out over Becky. When they don't realize, I am sooooo angry with Nick. SO angry. More than that, I'm hurt. He made me fall in love with him then trashed me.
The only reason I am taking it all out on Becky is because she was supposed to be my best friend. He's just some guy. Ya know?
I'm trying to stay away from him. I realllllly am. It's difficult because I work with both of them and I have to see them all the time. I'm not quitting my job because they're trash. I am better than him. I know I am. I just have to really make myself believe it and you're right. I need to walk away. I'm trying.
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The only reason I am taking it all out on Becky is because she was supposed to be my best friend. He's just some guy. Ya know?
I'm trying to stay away from him. I realllllly am. It's difficult because I work with both of them and I have to see them all the time. I'm not quitting my job because they're trash. I am better than him. I know I am. I just have to really make myself believe it and you're right. I need to walk away. I'm trying.
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