I'm being so gay right now. I hate that I'm reacting like this. Dude, I found out for sure through Becky. Well, she didn't personally tell me, but she was my source. It's funny how things work ( Read more... )

She's definitely pregnant. Nick wants her to get an abortion. She's not sure yet.

I really am hanging myself now. RIP ME.

 I think Nick got Alex pregnant & she's getting an abortion. I'm pretty sure it's true.  I'm off to go hang myself. PEACE.

 Nick actually DID call me yesterday about the sidekick.  WEIRD. He called me on his way home from work & at first he was talking about the sk, but then I don't know what happened.  We ended up talking like we used to, like when he used to call me & we would have just the most pointless, but great conversations. We were on the phone for a while.  ( Read more... )

 Last night was one of the randomest nights I've had in a long time.   How is it possible that Chelsea & I went from having absolutely nothing to do, to having like four different sets of plans?  HAHA.  Yeah, we're cool.  It was fun.  I met the most beautiful boy I've ever seen in my life last night & he played my Justin Timberlake on the guitar.  ( Read more... )

I decided today that I am a waste of space.  I honestly haven't left my house in two days. HAHA. That's really sad to admit.  But, I don't care.  People have tried to hang out with me, especially today for some reason.  I was really popular.  HAHA.  I just don't have any desire to leave my house or hang out with anyone.  I don't want to be drunk, I ( Read more... )

 So, I guess people are cool.  I'm so sick of everyone having something to say about everything I say or do.  Just shut up.  I'll deal with things the way I deal with them.  I'm only human & I'm trying.  I feel like I've come a long way in just the past few weeks.  Honestly.  I don't need people being negative towards me, it will only set me back ( Read more... )

I have a job! YAY! The second interview went really well. The manager was very nice. I just don't know how I'm going to feel about working there.

I should have asked if they have any employees named Nick. lololololol. I start Sunday. HOLLA.

I was really proud of myself today. I was in H&M and I saw Becky. I had always swore that if I saw her outside of Uno's, I was going to kick her ass. Well, shockingly I saw her & just turned and left the store. She didn't see me. It would have been awkward. God, I love being mature! HAHA ( Read more... )

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