So, I'm even more disappointed with myself now that I kissed Nick last week. Or let him kiss me. I don't even know how it happened. I needed a ride home from work, he was closing til 11 & I was done around 9. He let me borrow his car, I just had to go back to get him. When he was dropping me off at my house after I picked him up, I went to get out ( Read more... )

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I amd runkey face! YES I AM DRUNK! anddddddddddddd I hate teh wordl.

I wish I never ksissed Nick last nigth. Alex Press is the baine of mysexistence. Does osmeone wanna tell me why she answered his phone tonight?

i love him. I'm drum. I want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

 Well, just when I thought I was taking two steps forward, I took about a million giant steps back.

I just kissed Nick. I KISSED HIM. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

I quit life.

If he fucking hugged me ONE more time today in work, I might have cried or killed myself. Ripping myself out from under his arms was not something I wanted to do, but something I knew I needed to do. He wants to "work on things." I just keep telling him there's NOTHING to work on. Absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

I'm proud of myself. I only cried for like an hour yesterday. No tears at all today. Moooooving on ( Read more... )

He's never, ever going to change.

I completely & totally give up all hope.

I have always had two dreams involving Nick's car, The Jag. My first one was for us to have sex in it, the second was for me to drive it.

Well, one of those dreams came true just now. I drove The Jag home from work. HAHAHAHA. Best car ride of my life. I'm never giving it back!

I'm stupid & I hate myself. He bought me a Hannah Montana card & brought ( Read more... )

WHY!? WHY IS HE DOING THIS TO ME ( Read more... )

Someone tell me WHY I was woken up today at 9:00 in the morning to be yelled at for putting in my two weeks. I seriously just want him to go away! I can't believe he's freaking out over this. It's his fault. The conversation pretty much went like this:

NICK: What the hell is going on!?
ME: Whatttttttttt doooooooo you wanttttttttttttt!?!?!?
NICK: Who ( Read more... )

I quit my job tonight. As of September 2nd I am free of Uno's. Free of Becky. Free of Nick, once and for all.

Seriously. This was the best decision I've made in months. Go me.