He called last night. Or rather, he IMed me and then once I started asking him real questions (which I didn't think he expected me to do) he asked if he could call. Which is smart, not wanting to talk about real topics over the internet ( Read more... )

I hate this. I'm just not happy at all right now. And what bothers me the most is the fact that you really don't care.

I just can't.

Two nights in a row. I will take it.

Looks like I'm going to work hung over again tomorrow.

So last night I got completely obliterated. Far too many shots and a few Smirnoffs, and suddenly I'm throwing up. I don't remember going to bed. Really all I remember of last night is that I saw a bunch of people in a bunch of different rooms, then I threw up and kept apoloizing to Paul, and then I woke up this morning ( Read more... )

ATTENTION EVERYONE:

I got cast as Prior in Angels in America! Now everyone has to come to Naz in mid-October to see me!

And my roommate (Paul) got cast as Joe! It's going to be a fantastic show, I really can't wait for it. Eee!

Callbacks. Tonight. I am flipping out, you have no idea. I'm so unbelievably nervous. I want to be Prior so fucking badly.

And cast list at midnight, so I hear. Crazy.

Are you serious? That was the most realistic dream I've had in years. And as such, also the most depressing.

I could see it so clearly. Hear it, smell it, feel it touch me. But when I reached out to touch it back, I came up empty. I literally found myself awake at 7 in the morning, reaching out over my bed into nothing.

I'm freaking out and there's nothing that I can do about it.

Gah!

DUDE.

My birthday rocks.

Mark bought me breakfast.

I saw Paul today, he's up from Long Island. We went shopping for room supplies.

RCT called. I got cast as Colin in "The Secret Garden." :-D

Laura's coming over (and Alison if she answers her phone) for a glass of wine and goodbyes.

And she's here now. Yay. :)

I've been listening to "Breathe" by Anna Nalick on repeat for like...the past 18 hours.

It's such an amazing song.