My Dream....
I WANT TO ROCK.....BUT IT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY..my dream is to have a band. I mean a family, people who really are laid back cool headbangers with the same mission as me. Its like im so far away from that, i dont know anybody that wants to start a band with me. I mean im a basic loser, in my eyes. I dont think i can do anything good. I want to express myself in music, but i cant do it alone, there is nobody with me to help. Its like im alone in this world, i dont have anybody to help me. I really dont, have that many friends. Is it me...its like i have some kind of sickness. People look at me and when i see them its like they look down on me. It makes me think that im worth nothing. Now i think im worth nothing, i have nothing. I got no band, dont have many friends, and im a crappy ass auto paint person, im a lame ass non-playin guitarist. My life just sucks. I think im a good for nothing, thats what i really am. A GOOD FOR NOTHING