Im so fuckin tired, blah. I made friends with the lady in hot topics she is so cool, YaY for me(high-5s-myself-in-the-air) so yeah i really want to rock, my fuckin socks off, but yeah life is an ass and i dont have that many band mates. I think one of my friends just totally forgot about me. If that person forgets my birthday which im hoping that person doesnt, but if that person does, our friendship and botherhood....is FUCKIN OVER....i mean really i didnt think a person would act like this if they have a girlfriend and a job, its like he is fuckin married with 6 kids, and there tryin to make house payments. Im going to be super pissed if he forgets, he was my bestfriend, my brother, i could fight with, but now he is just like my dad, an i DONT KNOW thing, like were cool, and all just dont be shitty to me or something like that. Im still tryin to go to 6g, i dont want to waste money, so i guess im going to stay at....8g for a while, MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT TUESDAY.....IM SO HAPPY....I WANT SOME CAKE, ICE CREAM YEAH YEAH YEAH...okay now im back to my normal level. Blah Blah and im sleepy later.