I really dont care, about alot of things anymore i used to. For things its hot as hell in my house, my room is like hell hot, i cant take it any more. Besides the fact that i know i need a job and i would like to have other stuff. Theres, alot of things i have to do, and i think its bringin me back to my old self. Well i would like to get: PS3=$600, Marshel Amp=$400, and thats basically all my wants now. Then there is major family issue that keep coming at hand. I went to see one of those people that help people with problems, well i really didnt but i think that, they wouldnt help, because everything coming from them would most likely be bull shit,