im  kinda bored right now ( Read more... )

my nature on a city street 
how beautiful trhough cracks of grey 
the green will try to creep 
hard rough squares collide with  knees
and red bursts through peach
telephone pole stand in for trees
upon thin black branches 
little brown birds will squeek

i cant think of the rest i am going to bed.

 as i bend down secretly ( Read more... )

there is a flame 
deep inside of my frame
and its burnin a hole 
a hole 
a hole 
inside of me
so ive tried to find ways 
to put it out 
it out 
it out 
but its burnin 
all the wax down 
blowin 
my lights out 
blowin 
my lights out 
turn all 
the lights out 
now..

 school = drool. its gonna stink this semester. i know it. 
i need somthign enjoyable in my life ya know? sigh. something besides alcohol. thats not even that enjoyable most of the time.
 i feel like i am wasting my time. 
sigh. 
i need my bangs cut or somthing too. 
wooot!

being sick gave me a new apperation for certain drinks. i never realized how good slurpies are. i cant wait till i stop barfing cuase i am gonna eat them everyday. Also all io want to do is pound a big glass of water but i cant cuase if i do  ill barf all over myself. i have to take little sips so when im done barfing i am gonna drink mad water ( Read more... )

 I think i am in school for making tv shows. i dont know why. i guess i shoudl have went to cheasnut hill so i could be a piano teacher. I would have enjoyed that. but temple is good and tv shows will be fun i think, even thoguh i probably wont even get a job that has to do with that anyway.i dunno hopefulyl my tee shirt making career will take off ( Read more... )

 id say having your head in the toliet is the BEst way to start the new year. 
great job. 
-marie.

LIke when you worry about somehting so much ur thoart slumps back and ur stomach has this empty feeling, but not a hungry emptiness just plan empty. thats how you know ur body and ur mind feel the same way. I like to get the smaller two person seats. I hate having the big ones to myself. If your lucky you get one in the middle of the window that ( Read more... )

4 more days till the big 2-0
if you havnt noticed im enctied.
impretty happy cuase i got an a on my paper so now i dont hvae to do the revision (good job marie)
im home now and my dad made me some cream chipped beef which was dilicious (thanks dad)
while im home theres gonna have to be a million things i want to do
a. get good at piano. 2.read i ( Read more... )