034- [Video]

[wayward_sam]

[Screen turns on to show a skinny boy with long black bangs hiding most of his eyes sitting in a dark, cramped place with a dim lamp of sorts providing dramatic lighting. He's apparently balanced the communicator on a box or something, as his arms can just barely be seen wrapped around his knees, which are drawn up to his chest. He looks like he's

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[Voice]

[viva_la_impala]

....You're....not....Sam. And why are you talking to a cheeseburger pretending it's me?

[Voice]

[wayward_sam]

[A bit of time passes, as though the actor's waiting for Sam to leave him alone before he responds in a whisper.]

You're not Dean. This is Dean. This Dean will protect me. This Dean won't leave me, not until I tell him to let me succumb to the deep, dark void of oblivion, and he'll leave me be, forever, because that's what brothers do, Dean! That's. What. Brothers. Do.

[Voice]

[viva_la_impala]

I'm not a talking burger, Sam...No. Not Sam. Dammit! Let me talk to the real Sam and cut out your weirdo bullshit!

[Voice]

[wayward_sam]

We can't! We can't break character, Dean. The other Sam doesn't understand. But I'm all right with that. No one understands. No one gets the torture, the loneliness, the utter angst. It's a hard life. Only Dean has the scope and bread to understand me. Uh, scope and breadth.

[voice]

[idkmybfftony]

That is an insult to burgers everywhere! Didn't anyone ever teach you not to play with food?!

Re: [voice]

[viva_la_impala]

Al, he's objectified me as a talking HAMBURGER! What am I? Mayor McCheese?

And if I was a burger I think I'd be delicious thank you very much!

[voice]

[idkmybfftony]

I'm not questioning the fact that you'd be a delicious cheeseburger! Which is a very bizarre thing to say, because I don't want to picture my citizens as food!

What is insulting is that he sucks as an actor, and is using his sucky skills to ruin good food!

[voice]

[wayward_sam]

Of course you'd say that. They all belittle me. They all cast me aside, like the social freak I am. But that's all right. I have Dean. And whatever you have to say to me doesn't matter, because so long as Dean's besides me, I have everything I'll ever need.

[saved_ur_ass]

What kind of drugs did you give your actor, Sam?

[wayward_sam]

It's not about drugs. Drugs just blind you to the pain, but the pain never actually goes away. It's always there. It always hurts.

[saved_ur_ass]

I can make the pain go away, Sam. I can make it stop hurting

Oh I swear to fuck...I ought to shove her in that closet with you.

[wayward_sam]

Who is she? Can she really make it stop? Can she? Just take all of the hurt and the lies and the death and make it go away? Because I'm so tired. I just want things to stop hurting.

[solidarius]

Boy king! You will cease all your inhuman and affronting God behavior at once. Or we will!

[wayward_sam]

What? What are you talking about? I love God! I just want God and angels and unicorns to be real, so I know that all of the pain stands for something! Don't smite me, please! Unless I'm going to do something evil, but I'd prefer hugging instead of smiting.

[solidarius]

Unicorns are blasphemous! You are blasphemous. You are hurting yourself and your brother and my Fa-- [POOF. Castiel's Actor no longer speaks, but he stays stock still with his arm raised above him, clearly fake plastic knife in it. He's not very good - you can probably see him breathing and his arm wavering.]

[wayward_sam]

No they're not! They're symbols of innocence and... and... how'd you do that?

... is this your way of not listening to me? Why doesn't anyone want to listen to me?

[nyxoji]

...................... Sam?

...You okay?

[wayward_sam]

It's never okay. Not when it's so dark and lonely and painful.