and how so? it's not my fault that both of them are addicted to adderall, or the fact that adlissa still is attatched to brent, or that brent will do anything for adderall.
its just that you sometimes lose sight of your original identity when we begin to melt with other people. (if you had a clue as to who you were, bc most of us dont. i dont really know) your friends influence you the most, and you influence them the most. so, if you keep on doing things you know arent good for you emotionally physically or spiritually, your friends wont help you because theyre having the same problems themselves. im not trying to be a jackass i just worry about you more than i should. i think by now i shouldnt care at all, to be brutally honest, but i do. and i think i always will. no matter how much youve changed (and how much ive changed) i dont think i could ever turn a blind eye to your life. ive only always wanted the best for you, and i apologize for sounding evil/motherly/righteous cause i dont mean to be. i just wish the things that happen, dont. -amberjade.
i think that i am quite myself. honestly. not lying to myself, or anyone. i enjoy the time i spend with other people. i do not begin to lose sight of who i am with other people. i observe their way of life, their views, etc., and take those things into consideration. sometimes i accept those things into my views, and other times i think they're fucked up. for instance, some of my friends are completely and utterly just ADDICTED to drugs. they let themselves become that way. i have learned over time to not do that to myself. trying and experiencing is fine. overdoing and becoming the drug in a sense is not the way to be. i will be honest and say that i have not done drugs in a while. true, it is only because i am on probation. i'm also willing to admit to that as well. and i understand that you care about me. i care about you too. i know that in most ways we have drifted apart, and this has become a hindrance to whenever it comes to you commenting like this every now and then when you think you should step in. honestly, everything is
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it's not my fault that both of them are addicted to adderall, or the fact that adlissa still is attatched to brent, or that brent will do anything for adderall.
do me a favor and put your name next time?
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-amberjade.
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