Well, I'm up in the WHEEEEEE!!! Classes started Wed. I've got some kickass classes...like: Human Sexuality, Forensic Psych, Cosmic Evolution....etc. I've had only 2 days in Human Sex. and it's awesome. It's gonna be such a great class! Well, band camp was rough...yeah yeah...laugh it up: "one time at band camp..." blah blah. As soon as we were ( Read more... )

Estimated Time of Departure: approx. 7 hours ( Read more... )

Leaving in 2 days ( Read more... )

enduring pain of all kinds
trying to ignore signs
not sure what to do
wish i had some sort of clue
the sun doesn't shine for me anymore

extremely depressed, not sure why.

So i got a random phone call after our little staff party thing and it was some guy and he started talkin to me, tellin me i sounded good, and asking me all these question. at first i thought it was one of my friends playing some joke, but then me and sean tested it, and i don't really think it was...so some guy is gonna call me again, and it was ( Read more... )

so, death is becoming an issue in my mind now. there was my grandpa, my great uncle, my grandma(almost, she's manage to survive), now my neighbor, and on the same day, my dad's friend Irv killed himself. I don't know how much longer i'm going to be able to handle this. i'm not afraid to die, but i'm afraid of other people dying. if i die, then ( Read more... )

today i realized...i'm only fooling myself. i don't want #1 or #2...they both suck, they both make me feel like shit, and i don't need something else making me feel like shit. i need to be around people who appreciate me, not ones that say stupid shit all the time, or just want free stuff off of you..."hey, get me this and get me that..." well ( Read more... )

AARON IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY

um...yeah, that's pretty much the highlight of my day...oh yeah, and the toilet paper throwing...hahahahha

must practice, must practice...oh well, too lazy

hmm, anything else

"news of an old sweetheart" pshh, not the one i want it to be

i think i've decided that i choose no one. all these boys are pissing me off and they don't deserve the time. well, not all boys...but most of them. so. problem solved. i keep my mouth shut again. what else is new ( Read more... )

So, #2? #1 just irks me now...happy birthday!! #1: aw, 2 girls called me on my birthday! ~me: how about the one standing right here that actually bought you dinner...bastard. well, as my mom put it, "he doesn't even deserve to lick your feet" in a sense, she's right...ha ( Read more... )