The first day is over and now it's the rest of the days that I have to make count. I feel good about this year. I don't know what happened to me, but I feel really renewed..like I'm starting new again, I dunno it's weird, weird, but nice ( Read more... )

First day of school tomorrow and I'm SOOOO WIRED! It's like 11:30 and I can't go to SLEEEP! Britt's picking me up in the morning and then me, her, max and ryan are going to school. should be fun! Will update about it later! I'm excited!

My Senior Year Schedule ( Read more... )

a lot hit me today. I got to thinking about things and I realized how much I miss my church. Sometimes I feel like it's too late for me to just go parading back in like I never left though. it's been about 5 months since I've been and I guess it would just feel awkward. I just know I miss the place and people a lot. I miss the person I once was. I ( Read more... )

I can't even explain all the ways you devistate me..break my heart over and over again. I've always offered second chances holding on to the little hope of you changing or of life having some miracle way of altering things between us back to a time when heartbreak was out of the equation. It was as impossible then as it is now and I don't want to ( Read more... )

So it's August 2nd and my aunt will be all packed and moved on August 17th. I can feel my whole world crashing down around me. My aunt is my only safe place. She is the only one who makes me feel safe and really takes care of me. She was my escape when things got so crazy that I couldn't handle them anymore and now she's leaving. I dreaded this ( Read more... )

It's been a long, but good day. I ended up being off from Krogers today because I switched days with someone. I helped my friend Shannon paint a little girls room with a scenery. I had fun. I'm exhausted. It's been a long week. I work tomorrow from 10-6:30, which will be good to kind of get in their early and get out. Tomorrow is pay day too which ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated, but things have been really busy and I just finally got my computer moved from my mom's house to my new home ( Read more... )

well, I was off today and just hung around. I hate today and I hate tomorrow morning even more. In fact I hate time at all...it goes to fast. He's leaving tomorrow. He's going back to his life that I'm not a part of. You would think this would get easier each time it happened or that I would get tired of going through it, but it doesn't. It is ( Read more... )

the last few days have gone by too quickly. Things are back to that moment I dread. He leaves again real soon. I'll miss him sooo much...more than he'll ever know. I'm so glad we've gotten to spend as much time together as we have the past few days. I'll never ever forget it.