yeah its insanity. im actually updating this thing. just to give you all a little update on whats been up with my life since i last left off venting on Peta. haha. well..what is there to say? im a senior and it finally happened and we're all finally on top. congrats to every c/o 06 out there, whether or not you actualy go to our school and whatnot. Things have been pretty good schoolwise. I can't complain. I have pretty easy classes, a school filled with old friends and a bunch of little gits that think they rule the world. Being on top feels good haha. never really took time to think or be scared about life after high school, im pretty sure ill end up freaking out about it sooner or later, but for now, its all good. I've been talking to girls here and there for a while but i really wanna settle down and have a bonafide relationship. im sick and tired of playing cat and mouse, and wasting energy on things like that. Ive been a go-getter for a while now and it really hasnt gotten me anywhere so im just going to take in life, sit back and enjoy the good things that come by. Surfing is basically all i do now. Its probably the biggest passion i have in life, im so happy for it because i dont know what i would do without it. Although it is very problematic in the wrong situations, for example, when im in ms.curlands class day dreaming about off shore winds and perfect long rights with lips that just throw over the most perfect stand up barrels, and getting shacked while surfing with some of your closest friends...yeah, its paradise, but it wont save me from my test on beowulf. haha. I cant help it. I really want to pursue a sponsorship with whoever, so ive been taking as many pictures as i can, and just doing little sessions here and there when the weather is right, ive been talking to a few reps for various companies and all i can really do is keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best you know. In other news, this begining of the year has been a crazy good growing experience. I've lost some, and ive won some, and in the end the scars heal and the skin breaks and people come and go. the true testament to time is good friends. they stick by your side no matter the trouble and for all of those times i thought i was going to break they kept me sane. so ive got them to thank, and all of you guys basically for keeping me from going crazy haha. i think this is enough for now. ill try to update more. not like anyone reads this thing anyways. haha. laters kids.