I've been lost.

So today I worked 8:30 a.m. to a little after 10 p.m. and it doesnt even bother me at all. Like I had to make up time cause of the mess of a snow day yesterday and I wont be able to make it in saturday so I figured why not just stay. I worked with the blackest of the blacks Black Ed. So it was like getting paid to hang out but working. Wasnt bad, ( Read more... )

The more I think about it, I don't know why I use this anymore. Everything has been pretty weird lately. Everything that was going good I seemed to ruin in this past week. You win some you lose some, right?

Dont forget about this today.

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My life and myself have changed. A part of this change will only last awhile, while the other will be a permanent and lasting change. All I have are the great memories and I will always have those until the day I pass on. But, one thing I do know is I'll never have a friend as unique again.

So, I've been avoiding livejournal. Me not being home has put me in this weird unreal feeling state. I keep feeling like this isnt real and Im gonna get a random call from him or see him in w.o.w. But looking at my friends page hit me like a brick, I feel like i did when I got the call bearing bad news. I feel right when I say that Dave grew to be ( Read more... )

Will be the longest day of work mentally. Then at 8:40 p.m. est. I will board my plane to Chicago. I will arrive in Chicago Ohare at an estimated time of 9:20 p.m. cst, but Im sure it will be more like 8 something. the flight is only 45 minutes to maybe 50 minutes long. I hope by 11 p.m. Im eating one of the best burritos ever from Ino's. Too bad I ( Read more... )

Friends who usually get something from me for the holidays, I might not be able to do anything great for you this year. small gestures will happen. i wish i could do more but my money no longer gets to get blown on what i want to do with it. sorry.

murphys law back with a bong clear vinyl for 5 bucks tonight. woo

I have my internet. I should of had it thursday. But there was something wrong with my line and it finally is now fixed. I dont know if Im happy that Im on the internet again. Its definately caused stupid stuff in my life. Some may know some may not, but I live on my own now. I got my own place. nothing special, but i think living alone will be ( Read more... )