in the past month an a half:

3 people i know are going to get married or have gotten married.

2 people have become pregnant.

3 people have had relatives die.

why?

Ophelia at night
seems to share nothing of
the sunlight
lying here on cold stone
of breath
of silk shadows
and blueness of moon
she holds on
soon, my love, i will be home soon.

i want to call rachel but i need sleep ( Read more... )

i now have a drum set......

i've been a father for 3 years as of today.

it's been a long ride.....

the day of ups and downs ( Read more... )

i keep wanting more
i don't want to wait anymore

The night of mushrooms was fun. i was by myself for a bit to write and watch videos that i've burned. Come to find out the video for "how soon is now" is quite cool....while high. Rachel came by and i didn't freak her out too much. shawn and larry thought i was amusing. good night overall.

by the end of the week, i will purchase a drum set.

i fail to see reality anymore.
art supplies.
music.
paper and pencil.
mushrooms.

have a good night...

it's made me want to create again
and now i remember why
it's the pain like sleeping
forever
for no one
i killed her and her man twice.
they killed me once.

fleeting steps and i will make sure she is taken care of
if i leave
bless this for purpose
and for light
i am light
i am fighting
i am not right