although it's gone terribly wrong, you couldn't wipe that smile from my face saturday night if you tried. that smile's long gone &i want it back. it's no big secret ive been head over heels since freshman year, 4 years is too, too long to wait for someone. after, he ran his fingers through my hair until we fell asleep together. cute, right ( Read more... )

Christmas was good.
new dog
new phone
new computer
record player
digital camera
lacoste flats
dress from urban
L.A.M.B. clothes
free people shirt
100$ to Urbz
100$ in gas cards
more clothes
more money
SONIC GIFT CARDS!
Ipod stuff

I used to bend over backwards for people, but now I really only care about a handfull of them; 5 or less.
friends don't leave you feeling left out.

when he waves to me in the halls it gives me butterflies.
i wish i could say more than two words to him before i get nervous &walk away.
&him being shy doesn't help the situation.

p.s. chicago was cold.

he's gone &we're both really shy.
im sick &my voice is almost completely gone.
chicago in two days.

i like a boy.
&this time, it's a nice boy.

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im home from california &the weather was lovely, the jacket weather kind. the kind i really miss & wish would hurry up &get here already. along with that, i miss a few people as well. especially this one boy, who i blew my chances with big time, i still care even if i can't show it. friday is every time i die/chariot with geoff, ryan &macario, its ( Read more... )

those pictures below are siqqq. there's a beck song playing &it reminds me of mel. im patiently waiting for something good to happen.

DAYS LIKE THESE ARE MY FAVORITE!!


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