the play is finally done...i wonder if i can still keep myself distracted...

i THINK it's going well...it's kind of hard to not worry as much or at least not show it. distract your mind...and it'll all be fine...

so the play started...with of course a hell week of rehershals and shit...pretty tiring and stressful. not really stressful, for me, i guess. but at times, it was hard. when you mess up sometimes or almost die from falling off a ladder or something. it's scary. *sigh* it was such a long feeling week and i wanted was to see her that day. i was ( Read more... )

hm...not enjoying today very much...could have gone to the beach last night/this moring, but had to come home...quite bullshit if you ask me...well, it can't be helped, i guess...still haven't really started reading my play yet. it's fucking shakespeare! i don't get that shit...i wish i had gotten a greek play or something so i would have to get a ( Read more... )

i keep having chances come up, but i just seem to let them pass. i'm not too sure why...i'll be able to do it soon enough...

Poll

so i'm taking tech theatre 12a right now. and there's a required 3 hours of lab time each week. but since the show is nearing, we have been given chances for extra hours. for example, every mondays and wednesdays, the hours extend from the normal 1 o'clock shop closing time to 4 or 5. and being the techie that i am, i have mostly stayed till shop ( Read more... )

and so i missed my chance...

as you sit and ponder, you start to wonder how your rough...sketch of a plan would work out. and soon you realize, you're merely teasing yourself that it would ever be that simple.

i can do it...i hope...