It's Becky. I'm sorry for you as well. For his family. For him. I keep telling myself maybe he isn't in pain anymore, maybe he's happy now, or at least not so unhappy. I keep telling myself if he's better now, there's no reason to mourn. I just don't know. I've never experienced the death of someone close to me before. My heart just aches so badly for him and his family...for you as well.
i hope he's found what he's looking for. his poor family. no one should have to bury their kids. this is the first time someone close to me has died, too. i feel kind of like i failed him in some way. i know it's not my responsibility, or anybody's. i guess a part of him failed himself.
we all loved this kid for different reasons. sometimes you sit and wonder if you could have done more to help. you sit and cry as i'm sure many people have. what could we have done? in the end it all comes down to the fact that he was a well liked guy. yeah he was going through some shit, yet everytime i saw him he brought a smile to my face. he was always doing or saying something stupid. i remember him sitting in a car with the rest of his band in the dark, i walked by and he screamed at me, bastard freaked me out. thats how i will remember him. that crazy fucker who nearly made me piss my pants.
Good Clean Fun video/Cedar Point road trip?! When, Where, How much?, Parents?!/MAKEOUTCLUB.COM/Wishing to be lunch buddies--neighbors/Starting a band over the Internet..rock on 80s keyboard! always put a smile on my face with our random conversations.
perhaps one day we can start a band together, with any instrument we want.
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-katie
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i wish i'd seen this,
loooooooooooooooooveeeeeeeee
yoooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuu
<3<3<3
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sometimes you sit and wonder if you could have done more to help. you sit and cry as i'm sure many people have. what could we have done?
in the end it all comes down to the fact that he was a well liked guy.
yeah he was going through some shit, yet everytime i saw him he brought a smile to my face. he was always doing or saying something stupid. i remember him sitting in a car with the rest of his band in the dark, i walked by and he screamed at me, bastard freaked me out. thats how i will remember him. that crazy fucker who nearly made me piss my pants.
we'll miss you man.
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i'll miss him trying to teach me kung-fu.
i'll miss just talking to harold.
he was a great guy.
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always put a smile on my face with our random conversations.
perhaps one day we can start a band together, with any instrument we want.
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