I don't care what anyone thinks ( Read more... )

I feel like all of this truly amazing and beautiful love is being wasted. Denied.

I am trying to hold onto whatever little sanity I have left. Faith is what's keeping me going.

Worst feeling. Worst situation. Worst ever.

Life is full of ups and downs ( Read more... )

I went to see where I went off the road and almost died ( Read more... )

I got into an accident this morning at 1AM. On my way home from Lowell, on rt.125. I fell asleep and drove into the other lane toward oncoming traffic (luckily, there was none), then off that side of the road into a ditch, hitting bushes and little trees, then back onto the wrong side of the road, and back into the ditch. I completely lost control ( Read more... )

stay.

I felt my heart break. It exploded, and sank deep into my stomach. That very second, I was to throw up my heart, to show how big it is. That gut-wrenching feeling in my abdomen was more than a feeling of sickness, it was pain, and from my heart, it runs through my veins. My whole body is aching and sore. My eyes won't close, but hurt to stay open. ( Read more... )

Is there any way to know when it's over?
When will you show her?
Will you be done?
Is there any day that slowly rolls over,
That will know that your last war was won?

How will you ever know?
How will you know . . .
How will you ever know when you're

Sleeping at the crash site,
Walking on the wreckage
Somebody's past life, another one's older
Where the fire ( Read more... )

I know something that you don't know I know.

Sad, really...

So, I just feel like sharing a little bit of what I just experienced ( Read more... )