'he [god] exists in eternal light ( Read more... )

today:
this morning. 7:45 am.
got up there on that stage, for the first time actually having lines spew from my mouth, rehearsed, and learned.
it went so well.
taming of the shrew.
i was katherine.
i was such a bitch.
scrapping on the floor twenty times over, slapping people in the face.
:)

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allo tut le munde'!
mwa ha ha. i dont remember how to spell or conjugate in french worth a damn, so bare with my silly mistakes.
well, ive not written in more than quite sometime. and i think, its for many reasons really.i do <3 everyone, but now knowing that the world is on here reading everything of everyones is kind of discerning. i ( Read more... )

i had the chance to fulfull my dreams
and i gave it up
you were my dreams i gave up cause i couldnt do it...because i was scared

so i cant hurt you anymore.

(...............................................i thought id paint the picture of my heartbreaking.)

sometimes i start to think, to wonder even to question myself. what im up against. the world...
and i start to wonder what the hell im doing loving you?
who sent you to torcher me?
who gave you the right or the power to transplant yourself as the permanent backdrop to my thoughts?

so right now. im sitting here, its around 11:45, too early in the day to actually do anything in particular, but too bright for me to rest my eyes. and im listening to: tracy chapman- fast car, with a soggy bowl of cereal by my side. getting ready to ride my bike. about the only other excercise besides belly dancing ill do. and i was thinking about ( Read more... )

i realize that.
life is:
so simple its complicated
so complicated its simple
and words just arent meaning the same to me anymore.