Looking over to thoughts layed in questioning ( Read more... )

disappointed in you so bad.

i wish you coulda called and let me know what was going on...

at least he calls when he says he is....

it was fun... got the cops called on us, we weren't doing ne thing bad either!

i really really miss you.....

I look in the mirror in the morning to see a girl staring back at me
A girl who craves to be something she can't be
This girl looks like she’s holding something back
Its as if her life is not complete, there is something that it lacks
Her beautiful smile is hidden by a million tears
And her past is her biggest fear
She’s pushed so many people away
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Living Like This

clear and moist it runs down my cheek
dark and wet it drips down my thigh
how were you supposed to know?

you weren’t

"hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse*"
it was well disguised for a reason
under everything i wanted to be
and everything i wasnt

never was
it was a place to let go
a feeling trapped and freed
on ( Read more... )

fuck you ( Read more... )

So right now im sitting on bobs computer...i don't know why im not down there watching that movie but its kool..im having tons of fun

YOU ASS HOLE YOU TOTALLY FREAKIN DITCHED US.......WE ALL HAD PLANS LIKE TWO NIGHTS AGO TO DO THIS BUT NOOOO U JUST HAD TO GO WITH HER!

So i had alot of fun this weekend....great fun..haha....kori i can;t wait till u ( Read more... )

So i had leslie spend the night last night...ahh good times good times! tee hee. Its been a lot of fun since ive been hanging out with her! im glad im friends with her...haha!

Ahh...my little pink princess!!!!! that was so freakin awsome! i can't believe she held a straight face while she asked u that many questions! It was really good to see you ( Read more... )

One thing i don't understand in life ( Read more... )

Destruction of the never dying
I gave my heart to you.
Willingly you took it from my grasp.
A vital mistake I made.
Between your hands.
You impaled with a knife.
Along with my sanity.
And my last hope of life.
That moment.
I gave up trying.
That moment.
I gave up living.
I gave my heart to you.
Broken but not dead.
The wounds have healed.
The scars shall forever ( Read more... )

As i sat there watching tv i though over and over about some stuff and no wonder i couldn't fuckin sleep this is what i came to ( Read more... )