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[weaselsdontfly]

I believe in giving people second chances. I also believe that after one or two fresh starts, it's a little ridiculous to keep thinking they're going to change. So I don't know why the hell I keep giving dad chances and then being hurt when he proves that he'll never change. If he were anyone else, anyone not related to me, I would have completely

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[weaselsdontfly]

Oh, yeah, no problem! I'm doing it for everyone else!

To be honest, I actually really want to go to 6 Flags and be able to skip to the front of lines.

[anonymous]

really really well written- you are a great writer, you know. As for family- hell yeah- I hear ya, girl. I have had spans as long as a year when I would neither see nor speak to my parents... and too, my sister, because their words and actions were so destructive to my emotional well being. But I always go back... granted a lot more guarded and unwilling to forgive each time. Family is a very strange thing... and with all you already have on your plate you are doing an amazing job of processing it all. amazing. hang in there- i can't say it gets easier, or that it ever stops hurting- or even hurts less- but we do survive it- become stronger- and perhaps (hopefully) choose wisely in "new" love that we allow into our lives... altho I stupidly spent way too many years choosing new love based on trying to find someone who was just a big a jackass as my dad and then forcing him to love me... really bad call. I admire the hell out of you- I really do... xoxooxox lyn

[traveler1567]

Yup! There's enough dad in me to go around.Sorry about what happened to you the other night. I guess if your ready to give that all up, no one could blame you. You've been my daughter for a long time love. That won't change.