well PMS hormones are hitting again. IDK why every time it just makes me feel like my friends have abandoned me. Like everyone has someone else to talk to and no one wants to talk to me. I sit at my computer waiting for people to IM me on AIM and no one ever does. I feel like I am always the one to IM first, and when I do, I am just bothering the person I've IMed. No one really wants to talk to me. IDK why people or if people even have me on their buddy lists. I can't just sit here and cry. Even Nicole has abandoned me. She does out to Micheal's all the time and doesnt' care that she's leaving me alone. i guess it won't be much of a problem after next Thursday.