Thanks Gailyn here do me ( Read more... )

It's almost 2 in the morning and i can't seem to fall asleep i'm so tired i've been laying in bed for like two hours and still i'm awake. I hate my life right now there is so much bullshit and stupid fucking school stuff i hate it all. i really wish i never went to school, man does it suck so bad cuzit only makes life so much harder then it has ( Read more... )

Ok in my last entry i may have been a bit hasty in saying i have no more friends that isn't true at all i do have friends. It's just sometimes i feel so fucking pushed around for no reason and it sucks alot because i see no reason why i am pushed the way i am. I just need some time to think is all and get my head straightened out before i really ( Read more... )

Okay i've decided i don't want any of my friends to call me kool or say i'm nice or anything anymore just because i'm really a prick and i don't see myself as nice or cool or anything. I don't like being called awesome, the man, or such just because i'm tired of it all. i'm tired of being called something i'm not i've been and forever will be a ( Read more... )

Man i am so lost right now i was just talking to Vacchi and he got me thinking alot on how lost i really am in what i wanted in life and in love. Like i am at this very moment feeling very fickled as they say cause one minute i want sex then the next minute a friend, then suddenly i want nothing just to be left alone. It's so weird i don't really ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking bored and tired right now i don't know what to do oh man i hate school and all people right now. Man oh man i'm tired i'm seriously falling asleep right now ah so tired. I just wanted to post that bye.

Had a very good weekend finally got my laptop yeah baby fuck you best buy, well anyway spent most of the weekend with Pete, vacchi, and Brando. But had many other guest for a change this weekend like gabby, gailyn, michele, kat, joanna, amy, and pugs. Well didn't do much except the usual mayhem and destruction except or saturday when a bunch of ( Read more... )

It's always gonna be her that pulls me down and i barely know her, i barely know myself. The world is such a contradiction for the one that can always make you smile is also the one that can hurt you the most.

Livejournal sucka hardcoe dick it just fucking erased my post meh w/e. All i really wanna say is girls play games with me and it sux so im not gonna chase after them for a while and just work on school instead. I'm so annoyed by all girls right now i need to do something but wat meh w/e i don't really care i just need to clear my head is all ( Read more... )

I've decided to not tell wanting to maybe go to california, well not yet anyways. Im still a bit unsure on whether i should leave or not yet and until then i'm not gonna put more into it then i have to. ok bye.