You know, every time something like this happens I can't help but bawl my eyes out. It's ridiculous and childish and horrifyingly sentimental. I know. It always hurt the same, and time never made it hurt any less. But this time may be different. The tears aren't coming anymore. Which is news, and good news at that ( Read more... )

Today I will do something different. I will post pictures of my pitiable attempts at digital art. No kidding.

( WIP )

So. I've finally gotten my hands on an idea I can work with for my Paper 2 for the Writing Module. And, I've gone to the exhibition and gotten ideas for the SEA Stud field trip report. And we've finally gotten round to arrange a group meeting for the EL paper. Great. Hopefully things will work out fine and smooth. Hopefully ( Read more... )

yay woohoo i effectively dieded for EUStud midterm. boy i'm SO lokooking forward to final exams. OTL.

oh i survived poetry quiz too. at least i get to redeem myself with the paper assignments. pwnz.

oh a good piece of information just came in: prof F sent out comments on our debate last wed, and apparently we did pretty well, and my performance was given a B, which he says isn't bad at all. so i'm pleased.

*the thing is, the rigour of the debate really drew me in and i really really want to take more of prof F's classes in future!-- my ( Read more... )

my eye's still twitching. it looked a bit swollen when i went to bed at 3.30am, but looked fine again when i woke up for school 4 hours later. so it shouldn't be a big deal, right? RIGHT? anyways, i've experienced worse: temporary blindness. yeah yeah, it's like, suddenly it would hurt like hell and everything would go black. lasted for 10min last ( Read more... )

my eye's been twitching non-stop since this evening. i think it means i need to sleep some before something in my eye bursts. but i can't. i'm only halfway through The Bluest Eye (it's an amazing read though), and my pre-write isn't anywhere near done, and i'm giving up on preparing for the poetry quiz tomorrow ( Read more... )

So the EuStud debate is over and behind me. To recount the agony of the last day before the presentation ( Read more... )

this frenzied bout of lj-ing within a day (or within hours, to be exact) shows just how much stress i have subjected myself to. seriously, how can i even dream of participating in any major events in the course of my uni education if i'm already dying in the 1st quarter of it? OTL ( Read more... )

my previous post sounds pompous and arrogant and i sound like a pain in the ass. bleh. i don't know what to do anymore... perhaps i should just crawl away off the stage rather than staying on to make a fool of myself.

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i am freaking out for real. it's astonishing just how much i'm lagging behind for SEA studies and lit. and i'm barely keeping up ( Read more... )