Oh well, eh. Thinking about me and who I am and how people perceive me.
In reality, I don't know what I am. I think I'm more asexual than anything else. I have hormones and they rage but... not for sex. I want the comfort, the care and love that is in a relationship. I cuddle and snug but there's nothing behind it. I'm not nervous about meeting people at all. I'm terribly friendly and goofy and and... me. Maybe it's more of a lack of a 'proper' orientation. I don't know.
On the internet, crazed for all the men and ladies and crushes on lots of folks. Seems like "Hey, I am sexually attracted to you and I want you but at the same time: Nope." I am a walking contradiction online. It's weird.
So what are your holidays shaping up to be? Happy I hope. Uh, we have three feet of snow here. Nothing but powder and in the drifts... it came up to my chest. Wow.
~Weaver