So I decide to start writing again. I know it probably means I lack testosterone or some shit, but who gives a damn. If I don't write, I get all depressed and stuff. Its good venting when I can't touch Lensmoor. (Lensmoor is my normal vent, hence the reason for so many characters) I'm a bit rusty, and it doesn't flow like it used to, but with ( Read more... )

My mind keeps count as the rain drops fall ( Read more... )

Howdy folks. Typical thursday going down. We're majorly busy, and super understaffed. Every week on Thursday I go to the movies with a coworker and crash out at her house, so hopefully my medicine doesn't wear off before morning. ...tylenol, not viagra. :P We're going to watch War of the Worlds tonight, and I'm not really sure if I'm gonna like it ( Read more... )

So here I am again, giving up on creating my own blog site for a while and putting up with the most popular one already in existance. Hope you guys still like me ( Read more... )

Today, surprisingly, was one of the best monday's I've had in a long time. I don't have the stress and pressure of a failing relationship bearing on my chest anymore. I actually feel relieved! My boss offered to sell me my bad ass computer for $200...its worth 5 times that amount. :) I guess the thought that tomorrow is basically my friday (gogo 5 ( Read more... )

Monday again...I quit on Mondays, I'm gonna sleep from Sunday Night to Tuesday morning...I -hate- Monday. Work blows, relationships blow, and now that they blocked telnet and ssh...school blows. My chinese boss runs his mouth more than a fuckin' auctioneer. I think he talks faster too. Relationships blow because I can't hold one down...Things go so ( Read more... )

Howdy folks, I'm refreshed, reinvigorated, and absolutely lovin' it. It seems I had a real life, 100% legitimate nervous break down last night. I started feeling sick at school so I left early. I got home, threw up a bit, then just started balling my eyes out and hyperventilating and shit...it was pathetic. My mom laid beside me for almost 2 hours ( Read more... )

Howdy Hombres. Its been rough since I last got on here. I had a miserable installation at work and my mind is completely frazzled right now. I had a rough day doing the same thing yesterday, but toss on the fact that I had a blowout with no spare, a monster headache, and had just been told that night that I was officially single again. Hopefully ( Read more... )

Alright, its 11pm right now, I'm on my way home from school but I -have- to stop and write or I'm gonna bust. I know some of my language goes against it, but deep down, I am very spiritual. Here lately, I seem to get that way when I hit the bottom. Well, as I leave school I say a little prayer, 'God its in your hands, let me know your will.' So... ( Read more... )

Well here I am guys, trying to smile. I knew what I was getting into when I started this thing, but I never thought I'd feel so shitty for doing it. Sometimes I wonder if I'm helping or hurting by trying to be so loyal. I've never felt so bad trying to be so good to someone. I made a promise, though, and I fully intend to keep it. In fact, I couldn ( Read more... )