sigh...falling into another state of loneliness and depression...great...

[webs_of_heaven]

Today was going ok...home alone, as usual...looking for something to eat, found something...decided to read a few things, which brought back terrible memories and made me realize that Im a terrible friend, person, human, etc. This week was good, until today...where I decided to delve into the past, and stir up bad memories...how stupid of me! WHY

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[plastic_planets]

Hmm. I often wonder the same thing. Why am I an asshole to people I like/care about/are freinds with. Still really haven't found the answer. But shit is confusing, and we do stuff we don't understand. Life is just plain annoying and fucked up like that.

But none of it, the depression, the embarrassment, the torment, the sadness, the regret, the hurt, the confused, the multiple fucked up emotions that don't make sense... none of it is worth all the worry we spend on it. Because in the end, we're all a bunch of dumbasses who can't control shit that we do.

This wasn't a helpful comment. I'm sorry.

i care

[koh777]

i care to read. you can talk me me if you wish. although you are not one to talk very much. much less to me.