christmas eve, or lack thereof

[wecanlove]

it does NOT feel like Christmas Eve. at all. it's really lonely here right now, and it's making me kind of sad. i want so badly to be chipper and cheerful and love everyone that's here to love, but everyone else is in such a foul mood because they miss their families it just doesn't seem worth it right now. the one girl here who i now would say is

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[_cerulean_]

hello kiara, im sorry youre feeling lonely, i wish i could do something to help. Merry Christmas still, ill remember to pray for you. take care :)

[beats_for_you]

hi lovely.

i miss you entirely too much. last night i was at the candlelight service and something didn't feel right. after looking around for a few minutes apparently not finding what i was looking for, i realized what it was that i was in search of. i was looking for your face among the hundreds of faces that weren't even remotely familiar. then i spent about 2 whole minutes whining to my mom about how much i miss you. this probably isn't helping your feelings of homesickness, but if this helps, know that you are just way too missed here and i love you a lot. something that i learned that was really tough for me this semester was "rejoice regardless" and there is definitely a HUGE "regardless" without you here with me. but this is the day that the Lord has made. i will rejoice and be glad in it.

i love you. i miss you. MERRY CHRISTMAS. be a light to those who need it. you're good at that.<3.