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[wecanlove]

so it feels like for the last five months, i have been trying to love people, and getting pushed down a flight of stairs by said people in the process, over and over again. it's almost like i go in for a hug, and then i realize mid-hug that i'm actually struggling to embrace a sadistic clown monster with fangs or something, while they're trying to

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[awesomecore]

Life is like the brick wall that Tony fell off of. It's hard and it's short.

I think the mere fact that you're trying is more than many people can see. It definitely has to count for something. I miss you, don't be too down on yourself, you don't deserve it.