yesturday i took a taxi into town and bought a pumpkin to carve. i am SO excited about it. really i am ( Read more... )

so i feel like an update is needed, and i don't feel like emailing everyone on my list for some reason so i'm updating on this to all five of you. so i just wrote a whole bunch of crap and then realized it was crap and now i'm writing this. GOD IS FREAKING AMAZING. i cannot even tell you how much revelation has been happening in my heart these past ( Read more... )

i love it here.
the following is a list of reasons why:

someone fell in a sink hole last night during our campfire
i have been charged by at least four cows
it is insanely beautiful
rainy indoor reading days are in abundance

there is so much more but i must go.

oh yeah. God is amazing.

here i sit, next to a box of carrots. last night, when i questioned my parents about these boxed carrots, they simply stated ( Read more... )

i believe, help my unbelief.

cobbler, a chargers win, and spending absolutely no money at all have made for a pretty good day. last night my dad said that ireland would appreciate my skills in the kitchen, which i thought was pretty funny, but he was dead serious. apparently he thinks i'm a really good cook. i have a feeling that i will either gain or lose a lot of weight ( Read more... )

GO CHARGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are gonna kick serious butt tomorrow!!!! eat dirt you dirty bears! and yes i say "we" as if i were helping win. look for me at the game!

ray and vulnerability put me in a mood.

 so, i'm still really poor, and i'm not necessarily worried about the money for ireland, but my parents sure are. i just want to trust God to provide, but they seem to think that if i don't get the money, i'm not going. like that's even an option. it kind of pisses me off. i also feel a tad bit uncomfortable giving my friends and people from church ( Read more... )

so, i'm pretty sure that i have a crush on someone younger than me, and i'm pretty sure that it's a really, really bad idea. i'm also pretty sure that he isn't really even that nice of a person, and that i'm leaving in a month. oh well.