Last Night.

[wecaughtonfire]

 Last night was rough.
Paranoia hit me, quite out of the blue, when I turned off my lights. The darkness was overwhelming, and suddenly the usually comfortable atmosphere had me afraid to move. I was scared. Like a little girl, all over again, I thought the monsters in my closet might get me. So I put on Up, which calmed my nerves, and I told myself

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[neuronic]

Darling, I know how you feel. The paranoia, laying there with your heart pounding, trying to count sheep. I had such a hard time going to bed for months, I read all this scary shit on the internet, and I just kept imagining it worse in my head, hands reaching up from under the bed to tug me down. Shadows outside my window. I couldn't sleep with the light on because it'd make it easier for them to find me, and I couldn't turn it off because I didn't want to be in the dark