monday i skipped gym because of the way i was feeling the day before. i slept late then went to work. later, jerry took me to bone fish grill where we had a nice romantic dinner just because. we finished it off with ice cream at maggie moo's on me since he paid for dinner ( Read more... )

tonight was one year.
not that it matters anymore.

so today i took monica to apply at stop & shop. it took a good 45min - boring. i told her i'd try to get her the job. she's so excited. i told her to enjoy it now cuz if she gets the job she won't be so excited anymore. stop & shop is full of high school drama and a lot of bullshit. i can't wait to get the hell out of there ( Read more... )

yesterday jerry woke up early to take me to the doctor (meanwhile, i was there only 2 days ago getting a physical for gym class) so he can look at my throat. turns out it's not strep but he gave me medication anyway. thank god cuz i can't take it anymore! plus it's really disgusting to look at. after that we went to the bagel store and i choked ( Read more... )

so today i worked sick as a dog with a throat infection while jerry had his fun staying out all night at the strip club for mark's birthday. everyone i ask says i should be ok with him going but i just can't get over the thought of him PAYING nasty girls to undress in front of him and shake their nastiness in his face. it just grosses me out. i ( Read more... )

it's almost over. five more classes until graduation in december. just registered for them today. i've been in bergen for 4 years. wow, it feels like a lifetime. and now it's over.. just to start it all again in another school to get my bachelors degree. i feel like i'll never get out.

i just want to make something out of myself and my life.

last night jerry surprised me in the sweetest way. he came over like he does almost every night. we were watching tv and talking.. the usual. he told me he had to leave at 10:30 to pick his sister up from her play at st. mary's - he usually stays over until 12 or stays the night. i asked him if he wanted to sleep over after dropping his sister off ( Read more... )

the past two days i went to watch jerry play basketball. even though basketball is my least favorite sport ever (and that's pretty low cuz i hate sports), i had so much fun. the first night it was kind of akward because i was sitting alone but still payed attention. i counted all of jerry's points (25 - including four 3-point shots) and actually ( Read more... )

my new cell phone

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easter was pretty fun. it was also very exhausting. first i worked from 8-1. then i came home and cleaned the house for the next 3 hours, helping my mom get everything perfect for when the family arrives. this is the only holiday my mom cooks so she goes crazy trying to make everything smoothly so i tried my best to help her out. (i'm such a good ( Read more... )