I hate that everything is totally fine and happy when I'm actually getting good hours at work and complete shit when I'm not. I don't want work to be able to have that much of a negative effect on my life. Something about stability, and getting out alive ( Read more... )

I've been angry lately ( Read more... )

The idea that life never get any easier has been reinforced once again. i feel like everyday it's just getting harder. even being on vacation. i cant get away from reality. and i just want to hide ( Read more... )

i dont know why everything is danger tonight but it is ( Read more... )

school school school ( Read more... )

shit just has to change. thats all there is to it. i need to change ( Read more... )

so much school to do in the next month ( Read more... )

There's something about some people that really just completely throw me off. But in a good way ( Read more... )

basically i'm so content with my decision i'm so happy with the way things are working out. it's going to be exactly what i wanted it to be. far enough but not too far. perfect people for me right now. everything that i need ( Read more... )

I feel like stomping and shaking and screaming uncontrolably.

I need school to be done.

there is so much more going on that I can't wrap my head around I feel useless. helpless. restless

I can't even write it out.

school school school. I can't enjoy or change or plan anything until school is done. so that's it. sorry.