More Wish Fulfillment

[wedrinkbitter]

Jennifer's going away today, flying up to Rochester for a solid week of meditation at a Zen Meditation Center

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[sp0rk0]

"I just have to say that officially I can't approve of this dream," she said.

Brilliant.

[wedrinkbitter]

She really is. And what I said to her, was that while I know when she says things like that, she is tonally implying that she completely approves of it, and I know that. And, as in the dream, frequently she's the one who makes it happen.

[sp0rk0]

Of course. But, we ladies have to keep up appearances, and all.

[wedrinkbitter]

Of course!

[yourmom]

thet is a feel good dream

[wedrinkbitter]

It certainly wasn't morose. But then, all my dreams are wish fulfillment, according to her. Like last week, when I spent the whole dream just snorting coke and downloading mp3's.

[wedrinkbitter]

Goddamn, I wanna go to sleep and dream this again, and it's only 2:30 in the afternoon here

[fuckingalfresco]

Ms J continues to be one of my heroes.

[wedrinkbitter]

Mine, too. Too bad she's going away for the week.

[twitchywrote]

I'm certain that second picture of you's the raddest picture of you I've seen in some time.

[wedrinkbitter]

Yeah, that's my wallet I'm holding up. In case I get pulled over.

[disorganization]

I'd love to do a meditation retreat like that cos I can be superstressed sometimes, but I am really trying to save my money for grad school and doing a terrible job of it, I wonder if meditation would help me with that. my friend Bryant once tried to help me with Shaolin meditation (where you visualize colors in tw-minute sequences) but I just couldn't do it, which made me think I had ADD, too.

[wedrinkbitter]

I keep thinking that maaaayyybe I wanna try it, but, uh, flames is how I feel on the inside, always. Am I afraid to be at peace? Nah, I just don't knowed it.

[disorganization]

yeah, I feel the same way about it. ideally I'd just like to get myself into a martial arts class, so I can meditate and kick ass. but maybe Zen-ing out would also be the way to go, as it might help me let go of the desire to purchase a pair of $200 cowboy boots.

[wedrinkbitter]

Jennifer refuses to learn kung fu because she thinks she's not coordinated enough, and then she rides her bike the 10 miles to and from work during rush hour.