gut-wrench, heart-wrench

[weedfairy]

so here's what has been going on in my life that i have been avoiding talking about

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[matts]

This will probably sound a touch indelicate, given that you're in severe pain and unintentionally starving yourself and what-not... but after reading your post the other day I couldn't help wondering what 40 pounds difference in body-weight actually looks like. So now I'm asking. Do you have colitis before and after pictures? I weigh significantly more than u if that somehow makes this less insensitive...

[weedfairy]

dude, i don't think you're being insensitive. who doesn't love before and after pictures? i don't have any comparable ones, but i don't have chubby-face when i'm laying down now.

[anonymous]

I have a mild case of colitis as well actually. Mine is very managageable from the medication. The symptoms don't completely go away, but they really help. Some have some side affects, and some are hard to take, but I was reminded recently how much better they are then the symptoms and possible long term affects of colitis.

I have not yet noticed too much of a food correlation for myself, but I keep an eye out for the possibility.

I'm glad to see you're still posting, I been away from much of my internets this year :)

[rubsoldier]

Grr, I was logged in I tellz yah.

-Signed me

[weedfairy]

i did not to go on meds, and fought it hard. it SUCKED, but it was worth it. i'm ok now and i'm not on anything. i seem to be able to eat whatever i want again, but my appetite and palate have changed. i guess it can come back at any time, but i eat better now and i'm not as stressed out as i was so i should be ok for a while.

i don't post nearly as much as i used to, but i also seem to have forgotten the healing power of rambling. and i like seeing more pictures of myself. i WISH i were sleeping with someone fun right now so there could be more pictures, but less clothing. it's not for lack of trying.