for some reason tonight reminds me of when i first got back from TLC. i felt completely alone, yet invigorated for some reason. like maybe tomorrow would actually hold something to wake up for ( Read more... )

i'm really tired of feeling so alone ( Read more... )

i fucking hate you
because you reflect my failures

FUCK

why am i so dependant on others to be happy. why can't i just be happy with myself. why do i hate myself so fucking much. what the fuck is wrong with me ( Read more... )

i haven't updated here in a long time...not much reason to i guess ( Read more... )

fucking piece of shit!!! ahh!! damn mother fucking cunt rag ass wipe dick shit fuck face! needy little shit! fuck off fuck off fuck off!!! fucking do it yourself you stupid asshole

that was very strange...

i used to think i had everything figured out...

i need to vomit