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[weeneronastick]

Sorry got cut off earlier... i love you and i just wish youd put the past behind us...we were really close and i know you loved me... but if you loved someone that much why cant you still be their friend.. i dont wanna live my life not knowing how your doing, not knowing where u are, not recieving a phone call from you just to say hi and that your

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[acetaline]

...I don't know. The last time I saw you was a disaster, and as always i was hurt. I mean, could you really care that much about me if I was bleeding, ramming my head into a wall and bawling my eyes out while you ...went about your business in my own room? So I don't know. It's prolly a bad idea that will only end up hurting me more in the end.

And I never hated you. I merely found that not having you in my life made things a lot easier and less painful.

So again. I don't know what to say. I'll think about it.