not much has happened lately. havint updated in a while cuase got my computer got taken away cause i move today :o)...but i dont get my computer back until monday maybe cause we have to change internet services ( Read more... )

well this was a pretty good weekend. friday i went thriften with chris and we drove about and played crazy perdidle. we eventually headed up to innamns and i got to see kevin and jackie i love them. me and jackie we clam-baken in kevins car (for those of you who dont know what that means its smoking in a car with all the windows rolled up so no ( Read more... )

saturday was a really good day. adam came over and that was good. he asked me out :o)!!!!!!!! then later me, adam, craig, and laurenator went to go see saw. the movie was fucked up, but it was really good. then we ran across the street and walked through the taco bell drive-thru and of course then we went to walmart. then me and laurenator were ( Read more... )

so all week i was completely miserable. i felt i needed a day off, so i didnt go to school on friday. i went 17 days without cutting but i cracked yesterday. i didnt know how mad i really was until i slit my wrist, the gash is huge, the worst i've ever had. my sister came home and found me right after i did it, she told me she was taking me to the ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty good. one of the best in a while. went to the football game on friday, wore my referee outfit and blew my whistke at people in school and at the game. that was great. saturday i went to ryans party. that was alright, the band was fucking amazing though. sunday i went to the mall with tash, and then went trick-or-treating ( Read more... )

nothing of great importance happened today. the day went by pretty fast for the most part...im starting to pick up my grades again kinda. so far the day is ok, nothing great happened, but nothing horrible happened either. but im just glad tomorrow is friday. its gonna be a good weekend for the most part im thinking, i hope at least ( Read more... )

so everything is doing better. saw the school conselor today. she was really nice and she didnt sound like she was gonna send me anywhere or anything, so thats a big relief. i havint cut in 8 days. i was about to give in on the 5th day (saturday) and sat down with my knife and then the phone rang, and it was nathan. im glad he called. we went to ( Read more... )

you know what. fuck it. im so sick of pretending that everything is fucking fine because its not. whatever and im sick of hiding it. yeah i cut myself, and i have for 2 years. so if you didnt know you do now. yeah it fucking blows, because now its become kind of hard for me, and been a problem and someone saw and they all have to report it or ( Read more... )

nothing of great importance has happened this week. yesterday was cool though, garret came over. i really like him and everything, but sometimes i dont think he likes me, i donno...he hasnt asked me out or anything yet but thats ok, i guess i'll just wait. meh today is cool cause its fall break. cp has tomorrow off too. i bought hella liquor ( Read more... )

because i am sick, and it is friday night, i am suffering from excessive boredism, cause i cant go out. i stumbled across this letter and i almost soiled myself at the sight of it. i didnt know wether to ( Read more... )