omg! Josh Aronson ( Read more... )

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You'd think by now I'd be used to this feeling, but I'm not. It feels like a slap in the face, a punch in the stomach, and being broken.

I'm sick of being so stupid.

I think too much when I am at home. I have hot new clothes that make me look like a professional adult, and although I like wearing them here and feeling grown-up, I will feel conspicuous at Reed. They also represent the fact that in very few months, I won't even be at Reed but rather making my way into the Real World or at least the pseudo-real ( Read more... )

The paper I'm researching and writing today is entirely focused on the careful balance between writing about trauma in a productive manner and ruminating on trauma in a way that leads toward depression (also applicable towards any other life concerns that don't necessarily merit the word trauma). While I don't have any serious trauma, I certainly ( Read more... )

The God Who Loves You ( Read more... )

I don't know what happens now.

Today I mostly finished moving in and unpacking and setting up life, finally wrote up an official thesis proposal, turned in my annotated bibliography, did the reading for Injustice and actually understood what was going on, worked out, made a wonderful dinner and shared it, bought myself beautiful sad Spanish music, and did all other manner of ( Read more... )

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