why?

[weepingsilently]

why does it seem like nobody cares

Comments

[baskinintheson]

oh my dear friend... my heart hurts for you :( I know how you feel. I felt all those things with Matt. But I don't feel them now with Sterl. I miss you girl. PLEASE give me a call. You know you can always call me. I'd love to talk to you. I agree with your mom though. You need to talk to Jon. But if you think he's just telling you things and that he isn't being honest with you... chances are he's not. Your feelings aren't always wrong ya know? Sterl would always say "feelings are crap" but I don't believe that. I think some are but feelings that won't go away and feelings that can be backed up with some examples and what not... trust yourself Amber. You know yourself and you know Jon. And you do deserve somebody that wants to be with you just as much if not more than you want to be with him. I read your livejournal because I wanted to know what's going on :) not because I was bored! just so you know :) I hope you're having a good day and that school is good when it starts back up. I love you sweetie and I'm ALWAYS here for you :) MUAH

[weepingsilently]

Rachel Lynn. I love you to death and I miss hanging out with you so bad! I really don't know why I get these feelings, but I know Jon loves me. He told me a little while ago that he wanted to be with me forever. I KNOW he wouldn't hurt me on purpose. I don't know. I talked to him and I let him know how I feel. He said "I love you," then I told him I don't feel like we spend time together anymore and he said, "Well, Baby, you have the rest of your life to spend time with me." Which I guess is a good thing?
We need to get together!!! I wanna hang out with you before you go to Orlando. I'll call ya one night when I am not workin. Thank You! I love you to death!! Mwha! Talk to you soon!!

~Amber

[novemberin85]

always reading amber...just not always replying. you know...i didnt even know the situation when I called you I read the first line of this entry and picked up the phone. When i got off the phone with you, i read this, so don't say you don't have any friends, cuz me myself and I...ive been here for you whenever you've needed me. Just call me whenever it is you're feeling like this. Lata gata

[weepingsilently]

I know you are there for me. I just feel bad, I am ALWAYS venting to you about EVERYTHING. I feel like you get sick of hearing it. You really are a great friend and I love you for that. It's not very often you come across someone like you. Thank you so much for caring and being there for me when I need you. I know I can call you, but I couldn't this morning b/c I didn't want Jon to know what was up. You know? I did talk to him, though. I didn't tell him what all was in this entry, but I talked to hium. I found out this lj is a good way to vent. Thanks for being there Paulie! I love ya!