so, today my mind was made up(i hate this keyboard) but i have to drop out of school..yeah, i never ever thought i would have to say those words in my life. But its the most responsible thing for me to do right now. None of us were ready for this or prepaired in anyway what so ever. I feel like an ass because i told tia that i was staying..im so so ( Read more... )

i havent drawn a picture since April. I just did this one for annika! i thought it was kinda neat

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and i've developed a horrible stuttering problem and i HATE it

ok, so i dont think i can do it anymore.Everything feels harder then it needs to be right now. i dont care if any of you read this, but i just have to ramble to something. i feel like i've been wearing a mask since i've been here. I'm doing my damned best to be optimistic about this place, as though im miraculously going to make new friends and ( Read more... )

ha! im skipping math cause im in desperate need of a shower!! WOO!!! Just thought i'd let you all know :D

but i dont want too ( Read more... )

im irritated with myself. I cant seem to "free my mind"...course it doesnt help that just about everyone i talk to is like "why'd he dump you?" "oh honey im so sorry" "what a cad/jerk/pig/sleaze!" "you can do better" "theres more men out there" DAMNIT! I KNOW! OK?! but that doesnt make me feel better! it doesnt! it just doesnt! it doesnt stop all ( Read more... )

so, guess what guys? guess what?! I'M AT HOME!!! WOOO!! YEEAH! YAY!! WOO! yeah! home! I was so sad though, i took amanda to school this morning and i was going to see mrs. stuker but she wasnt there :( but i saw mr. boyer. and my beautiful wonderful heather!! and jake! omg...i need to add jakes address on here, i think its in my pocket. woo! yea! ( Read more... )

Happ belated birthday lindsay! meant to say it on monday but i forgot

boo..hiss!