things have been pretty weird lately and its hard to describe it... i just dont feel really like myself and idk what it is exactly i wish i could point it out but i cant... I feel terrible about the gabi tim situation and i feel like a terrible friend because i cant make her feel better or do to much about it so thats deff made me feel bad... and ( Read more... )

Im in a really weird mood right now that im not usually ever in like im so confused with things right now like nothing is really adding up. the thing i was looking foward to so baddly just kind of exploded in my face like a big fuck you but maybe im over anilizing this i cant read people anymore alot of mixed signals i get from so many people its ( Read more... )

hey its currently 11:12 right now and im leaving tomorrow i really cant wait to go! im also gonna miss everyone chances are i'll be forgotten about and everyone will have a huge get together but idc fuck it. i wanted to talk to gabi today but i guess that didnt work out but w.e, im starting to grow careless im sick of being nice somtimes because ( Read more... )

well im going away on a cruise next week and it'll be alot of fun because i'll be with fun people this time not boring kids who wanna sit around and wack off and play ping pong like losers. hopefully i'll meet someone or some cool kids i havnt had that experience yet but we will just have to wait and see. recently ive been slowly loosing feelings ( Read more... )

ugh just forget about the ending live journal thing turns out i really do need this i just like im not one of the group anymore i feel like i totally fucked up horribley and all i have is myself to blame for it. like everyone is having a good summer hanging out laughing having a good time and it seems like most of the time im not i have my good ( Read more... )

well this is basically breaking what i said before but idc

i think i made everything worse and hurt people in my selfishness but i deserve it i just need to find a way to fix this whole mess i created

fuck this ( Read more... )

I cant sleep right now lately ive had somthing on my mind that i usually dont like to talk about.... incase you didnt know this but one of my best friends brothers died in a car accident and did make it... i still havnt been able to shake it off i dont think i ever will i saw him that day happy smiling being joey. he was one of those kids who ( Read more... )

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