i told myself i wasnt going to smoke...
damn derek and his new pipe i had to try...

tonight kicked last night's ass...

i didnt want this night to end...

i have a random mess of completely jumbled thoughts going through my head...and i couldnt be happier...

so after a harsh night...than talking to courtney and making it better...i finally got to sleep at 4 only to be woken up by my mother at 7.30...than i headed to her work where i spent the time between 8.30 and 5.30 helping her set up displays and help with the customers...i am beat!

but soon jeff will be here with something to wake me up with...

nothing...

cause i cant explain how i feel...

cause it never matters how i feel...

cause nobody can change how i feel except for myself...

cause i cant trust anyone to help me change the way i feel...

cause if we are truley "friends" you would know what is bothering me...

cause you are part of the problem...

i just want somebody to love me...

i cant sleep...so i got new pics for livejournal...they own...

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mr.sparkle kicks ass!